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2015.09.29 15:26 Spacetaquito Unexpected Cera

Examples of good content will lead each viewer to believe that they are watching a regular video with an unexpected twist near the end featuring the greatest ~~WWE superstar of all time... JOHN CEEEENAAAA!!!~~ actor of all time... MICHEAL CEEEERAAAAA!!!
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2018.03.03 13:46 swordofmoonlight Sword of Moonlight

Help & News on making video games with From Software's "Sword of Moonlight" game-maker kit
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2015.01.30 16:34 fperkins Star Wars Toy Collecting

This is a place where fans of Star Wars toy collecting can come together and discuss their passion. It is not limited to any era so feel free to discuss vintage collecting, new sets and even legos!
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2023.05.30 18:47 amb2310 What is the oldest Radiohead song?

There's a good chance that I have bad information, but I've heard that it was The National Anthem I know Motion Picture Soundtrack was written around the same time as Creep, and every track from the Pablo Honey Era, Prove Yourself, You, Thinking About You, and Stupid Car in particular are obvious contenders. Let me know if I'm missing anything.
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2023.05.30 18:47 Reality_Parking Contact dermatitis flare up?

Last Wednesday night 5/24, my face slowly started to flare up differently than what I was use to. Red dots started appearing on both sides of my cheeks…here I am, nearly a whole week later dealing with it still.
Things to note on 5/24: I tried a new matcha drink with cold foam/strawberry purée…held a bouquet of flowers/opened them up right next to my face in a car for a long period is time…added new scented beads downy bliss the previous Saturday (5/20, aka might’ve been a late reaction?)…and finally put on makeup, specifically Nars concealer + fake eyelashes (on 5/24 - which previously gave me no issues days/weeks/months before — as I used the same makeup products but maybe it was the new concealer brush I used???).
I’m beginning to think I have atopic dermatitis or contact dermatitis? I think I’m having a very mild allergy attack to something…obviously unable to narrow down the trigger. I’m relying on a future allergy patch test to help with this.
Has anybody experienced this before? The red dots were merely just “dots”…but as they started multiplying, they started becoming texturized and itchy/very uncomfortable/burning. I have not use steroid based creams.
Good news knock on wood: 1 week later I feel like I finally have control. Rewashed my sheets without scented beads, invested in new filters for air purifier - mattress vacuum cleaner and dehumidifier. The red dots are definitely still there/itchy at random times BUT it has definitely calmed down and very very slowly disappearing. My other eczema patches are ironically doing way better than how it was before these random red dots.
Hopefully I can update once I figure out what this is :(.
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2023.05.30 18:47 desigirl4eva Dr Usman Khan- Girls Beware!

It is high time this doctor is exposed for the creep that he is.
This man has a fixed modus operandi. He will initially talk about professional matters...ask you to introduce yourself, talk about your USMLE journey, your goals, etc. Then he starts talking about your hobbies, how you spend your free time. Then he will start asking very inappropriate questions. He will share a sob story about his failed marriage, he will fake an interest in you and your personality, try to make you feel special...you're not like other girls, and he will basically try his very best to have an affair with you. If you reject him he'll just go ahead and try the same thing with the other girls on the rotation.
What to do if you have paid for this rotation and still intend on attending this rotation... What was suggested to me by another girl on the rotation...wear a ring and tell him you are married. He asks all the girls about their relationship status. Irrespective of your actual status pretend that you are married or at the very least engaged. He tends to spare the women who are married.
Do not blame yourself! All the girls who were harassed tried to assert their conservative, religious backgrounds... dressed conservatively at work, spoke about their strict parents, did not drink, smoke... unfortunately this did not work- it's not your fault and there is no way to prevent harassment. Harassment does not depend on what you say or how you dress or who you are... this dirty man has no boundaries and is extremely audacious. He does not care and will try his luck with any girl with a pulse.
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2023.05.30 18:47 SlimSlugma Mother Has Stage 3 Kidney Failure

Hi. This is my (23NB) first time posting here, though I’ve lurked on and off for a while. I wasn’t sure if I was actually able to post here for the longest time because I didn’t know if she was “actually” a narcissist, despite being emotionally abusive and neglectful, but… My aunt (50F) told me that my mother (51F) has never really had the capacity for empathy, even as a (spoiled brat of a) kid, so I feel like I can stop questioning it. Plus, I want more people to give me their two cents on the situation.
So, my mother has never talked to me about her medical issues. I don’t know a large portion of my own medical history because she never talks about this sort of thing; what I do know is information I already passively knew (reproductive cancers are common in my family etc.) but specific details like what mental health issues run in the family and what physical ailments I’m at risk for are largely things that my aunt have told me about. Come to a few days ago; my aunt casually mentions something about my mother having kidney disease, and then asks if AlI knew about it. I didn’t, and… Well, like the title says, I found out my mother has stage 3 kidney failure. She doesn’t need dialysis yet but she will, probably sooner rather than later.
I’m mostly just angry. I’m as NC as I can be with her, I try to avoid her whenever she visits (which is never just to see anyone who lives here, she always has an agenda) and I never text or message her. I didn’t tell her happy birthday or happy Mother’s Day this year and it felt great, because she doesn’t deserve any congratulations from me. But I’m angry because this was another medical issue that was a surprise to me, just like the possibility of me having fibroids or some other issue like that… And I’m also really worried.
She has been nicer with me recently than she ever was with me as a kid. Taking me out to get dinner after voting, then again on my birthday, and offering to take me places like an art museum or to see my favorite band in concert. She ended up flaking on me the day we were supposed to go to the museum, and I don’t trust her to actually keep her word if I tell her about a show I want to go see. I don’t want to set myself up for disappointment and possible abuse by being near her if she ends up NOT flaking. This is all relevant because with the revelation that my mom is on her way to maybe dying, I’m scared she might only be being so “decent” with me because she wants one of my kidneys. I don’t know how rational that fear is, but I’m determined to not let myself be manipulated into hurting myself to help her. I’ve been working on healing from my trauma, grieving the person I wasn’t allowed to grow into, and I’m trying to be kinder, and dare I say, more loving to myself. And part of all of that is, for me, not letting myself be pressured into anything that could end up seriously hurting me down the line; what if I end up with kidney failure one day? I want to have both of them to try to prevent that from happening to me as long as I can.
I don’t know. I’m angry and scared and hurt and I needed to get it out there, even if it’s just to internet strangers. Any comments are appreciated, wether that be solidarity, condolences, advice… As long as you’re kind, I want to hear whatever you might have to say. And yes, I’m planning on talking to my therapist about this stuff. Sorry if I broke any rules on accident or anything.
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2023.05.30 18:47 subsinkabul seems it's impossible to connect or win

ok, am late, but it's impossible to connect /w players to silver lounge. and when i connect, they have all these special 74 cards. they aren't even fucking silver. i have lost like 22 games, won one so far. give me two wins man. i give people wins all the time. and that ligue 1 fucking tots shit, i can't even. nine games win needed. i have one.
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2023.05.30 18:47 ThrowRAseyiri She (27F) modify her Tinder’s bio 2 weeks after we (me, 25M) match

We (she, 27, me, M, 25) match together 2 weeks ago and at the first date we stay long time together then we walk to her house, we had a hug then she kissed me, then I was going home because it was 3 am and at 8:30 am she had a meeting that she had not prepared. For the second date, we stay together all the evening, walk to her house, then I asked her if she want that I come with her, she agree, I stay at her place the night, then we make love after many questions about her consent and I leaves her after 24h together. She tell me that she find the fact of asking verbally her consent was very pleasant and seductive, that I make her fell confident etc. But, today, when I would show to a friend her pictures on tinder, i found that she modified her bio and some other little things (she was initially 26 and now 27 but she tell me her birthday is at the end of the year) I don’t know what to thing about this, it’s okay for you to modify your Tinder’s bio 2 weeks after meet someone which the feeling is very good ?
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2023.05.30 18:47 tsbeyphe Does medication help with overthinking/rumination?

I have struggled with mental health for as long as I can remember with no official diagnosis besides being prescribed fluoxetine for depression for 1-2 months in 2018.
The medication helped in the short term as I was so miserable I felt it helped numb all feelings including negative. This also caused me to stop after the prescribed time as I didn’t like the feeling of being medicated and having to rely on taking medication long-term.
Recently I have been struggling with overthinking and post-event rumination to the point where I spend days after a social event or interaction analysing what I said and done to determine how I embarrassed myself. I have also noticed I have started to create false memories from these events where I know they didn’t happen but overthink to the point where I still stress about them or start to doubt myself.
In short, I am considering seeking medical help which will most likely include being prescribed medication but I am weary of doing this as have taken medication before but am unsure how successful it will be for my situation.
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2023.05.30 18:47 FollowingRandomCrap Why do they even waste my time?

I was reached out by a long term care facility for a activity person for residents. The main office confirmed the interview with me and that it was ok for them to do a phone one to see if I was a good fit before an in person one because I live 30 minutes away. Ten minutes past when the person was supposed to call me, no phone call. I called the business and told the receptionist why I was calling. There must be crappy communication because they had me talk to some random lady not in charge of hiring and she didn’t even ask questions really… then proceeded to tell me the HR person was doing orientations and they would reach out to me later or tomorrow. Why do these businesses waste my time especially for a part time position and I am the only one putting initiative into communication. Idk I’m thinking red flags already.
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2023.05.30 18:46 dollypatron A vent post, RIP to my past life!

This is a vent! If you have advice or share similar feelings, get ‘em out here. Sometimes it just feels good to say things “out loud” you’re not really supposed to.
By all accounts, I have a great pup. Penny is about 1.5 weeks away from 6mos, finished teething early, learns quickly, and isn’t a home destroyer. I knew things were going to be different when getting a dog, but BOY. I wasn’t expecting it to be ~this~ different. I used to laze around on the weekends, waking up when I wanted. I could pick up for a weekend trip without a second thought. I could dick around on the computer, binge watch a show, eat meals whenever and however I wanted, and leave the house for 2+ hours without feeling stressed/guilty.
Sometimes I feel regret about getting Penny. I miss being my selfish, lazy self. It can be hard. Expensive. Patience-testing. It was the kick in the ass I needed to get my body moving. I do feel healthier now. But I also feel so freakin tired all the time. I look forward to when my BF is here so that he can take her on a walk or distract her. I feel codependent on him because I need someone and something to reassure me it’s all going to be okay. I can’t believe it’s only been (just over) 2.5 months. I KNOW it’s super hard now and it should get better. I know this is when I have to invest the most so the returns are there when she’s older, calmer, and more self sufficient. I miss taking pottery classes, and having nothing days. Sometimes I wonder if she just ✨poof✨disappeared, if I’d be happier. Trying to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I know it’s there, and it’s okay to have some of these negative thoughts as long as I don’t ruminate.
Thanks for listening. You are all a HUGE help. So grateful I found this subreddit!
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2023.05.30 18:46 Exciting_Result7781 😎👍 ☺️🥏

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2023.05.30 18:46 imanom My journey so far - Year of Labs and looking for some advice / insight

My journey so far - Year of Labs and looking for some advice / insight
Here is a breakdown of many labs over the past year. The actions taken after each one and the effects of those actions. Currently a bit confused as to what to do next and would love some insight.
I have taken much interest and allocated a lot of time to learning this stuff and accordingly my Dr's have given me the freedom to pretty much choose what I want to do next. So I am hoping to source the wisdom of this community and your individual experiences to perhaps elucidate some things that I may not see.
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- 5/2/2022 - Baseline test - inquiring about low - T symptoms led to discovery of pre-diabetes. Prescribed Metformin 500 mg ER + started serious weight lifting - 8/6/2022 - 90 day follow up - Pre-diabetes reversed. CRP lowered. TT/FT increased. Symptoms better. Start CLOMID 25mg EOD - 9/23/2022 - 1 month CLOMID follow up. TT and FT increased, but E2 increased more. TT/E2 ratio worse and horrible E2 symptoms. I quit CLOMID shortly after. Discover RA factors - 11/25/2022 - Baseline CRP number for my RA specialist. Start Hydroxychloriquine for RA - 2/6/2022 - Baseline test with Urologist. 5 months off CLOMID and T is low with E2 still elevated. Horrible ratio. All the symptoms. Prescribed ENCLO 25mg EOD and .25mg Anastrazole 1x per week. Feel great for a week or two4/24/2023RA follow up after 5 months of Hydroxychloriquine. CRP way down as well as Arthritis symptoms - 4/25/2023 - I ordered my own labs bc I felt E2 symptoms. Sure enough, TT and FT are way up, but E2 is up more and the ratio and symptoms are bad. Doc increases Anasatrazole to 1mg 3x per week - 5/15/2023 - Urologist follow-up and labs. TT is down bc I went to 25mg E3D. Tell the doc that Anastrazole is not inhibiting aromatase in testicles. Switches to Letrozole 2.5mg 2x a week NOWSlight symptom relief with stronger AI, I still don't think it does much for intratesticular aromatase inhibition.
- When I saw the most symptom improvement was actually on 8/6/2022 before any SERM deployment but as the result of reversing pre-diabetes. Gym + no gluten + cardio. - The CLOMID was horrible. The ENCLO was great before my E2 went through the roofIt would appear that I am now a hyper aromatazer, but before CLOMID, it would appead that I wasn't such an aromatizer .... but maybe that was bc my TEST was very low tooCould Inflammation (CRP) be the culprit here?
- I would like for ENCLO to work so that I do not have to shut down my balls, but I am reaching the end of my patience here and would just like to feel normalFrom my research there is a strong correlation between Testosterone, T/E ratio, and inflammation and the manifestation of auto-immune diseases.... Insulin Resistance, Pre-diabetes, and RAI am 38 and quite young for RA....
- Which leads me to believe that the inaction of my PCP for years set the stage for auto-immune problemsWhen I discovered Pre-diabetes, I was definitely overweight (225lbs @ 24% body fat.... I am now 196lbs @ 17% body fat)
Should I cut gluten again?Should I lower Enclo dose (when I spaced it out an extra day, my TT dropped significantly, while my E2 barely budged)?
Should I say fuck it and start TRT + HCG? I have no issues with committing to a protocol, but if I can keep my balls online I would prefer that?
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2023.05.30 18:46 artsy_blondie I was just lucky for one night

I am a 26 yo guy who never had a gf and who never experienced anything with a girl (until not long ago). I have been really frustrated because of these issues since years now. Even though I am an introvert, I have many friends (guys and girls) and I know many of them really care about me so I think socially I am doing quite good. My friends tell me I am a quite good looking guy even though I don't look like a male model. I was never the guy who tried his hardest to get a gf or a one night stand but I had a few attempts and I got rejected every time. My friends and family always tell me that I can't get a gf because I am too shy but I've been also using dating apps since 2016 and only managed to get 3 dates. This is one the reasons that discouraged me to try with girls in real life.
Around mid-April, I surprisingly matched with a 23 yo girl on a dating app and went on a date with her. She was not really my type of girl and I was not expecting anything from this date but I liked her personality a lot and things went really quickly that night. I had all my firsts that I could have with a girl with her that night. She was complimenting me a lot and it was crazy to me that a girl was desiring me. On that night, I was just seeing her as a nice experience but the following days I realized I was really impressed by her (especially her personality) and I wanted a serious relationship with her. One of the reasons I was so impressed by her was that she was from my best friend's country and that country always fascinated me.
However, about two weeks after, she told me she was not ready to be in a relationship. I was devastated. Since the day we had our date, I was always thinking about her. Last week, I told her that I knew she didn't want a relationship but I was in love with her. She was actually sweet about it, told me we can stay friends and she was glad I told her these things if it made me feel better.
No matter what I do, I still can't forget about her and that night in particular where I thought I finally escaped being a romantically lonely guy. I still see her as the perfect girl. I just want to travel back in time and live that night again. I cold approached two girls recently and asked a girl out I know from school but was of course rejected each time. I also bought the paid version of a dating app but still have 0 matches. I guess that night was just an outlier in my life and I am back to loneliness.
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2023.05.30 18:46 DisenchantedLDS Is fainting like sleeping?

I don’t know that I have POTS, but I’ve experienced syncope a lot. I have fallen down due to it many times, but I don’t think I’ve completely lost consciousness until what happened yesterday. I was doing yard work (I know right?) and I was next to my husband and said “hold me up now I’m blacking out” so he held me so I wouldn’t fall and I waited til the blackness went away but I started like… dreaming? The kind of mind wander dreaming you get as your first falling asleep. I didn’t even realize until my husband said “are you ok yet?” And it woke me up. Is this kinda what it feels like to you when you faint or lose consciousness from syncope? Like the blackout is different but once unconscious does it feel like sleeping to you?
I just found it to be so strange and I can’t find much about it by google search without it talking about being a pass out from being drunk. 🤷🏼‍♀️
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2023.05.30 18:46 Al_Rand0 Building manager will not open windows with rooms regularly exceeding 30 degrees Celsius

I live in a student accommodation building in a en-suite room with shared kitchen and will be living here until August. I live on the first floor which is about 8 ft above a lower roof which I assume is for window cleaning and maintenance. Because of this everyone on my floor is not allowed their windows properly opened unlike everyone else on other floors. Instead of opening along a vertical hinge fully they are locked so that they tilt slightly which leaves at most about a centimetre gap at the top for air to get in. The building gets very hot, considerably hotter than the outside and my bedroom window gets direct sunlight from about 11am to 6pm. Many people have complained and the manager placed a thermometer in the shared kitchen a week ago which he says will help determine if the heat is too high, which will result in the windows being opened fully only after bars are fitted, which certainly won’t happen anytime whilst I live here. Out of the 7 people I live with no one has seen a temperature in the kitchen of lower than 24.5 degrees which was at 2 am the windows have not been shut in months. The highest temperatures have been around 33 degrees for the past week when anyone cooks and it remains above 30 for hours at a time. It is May and has been 23 degrees outside here at the highest. Our bedrooms don’t have thermometers but the feel the exact same temperature and all have the same windows which face the same direction as the kitchen. Does anyone know if this is legal, I have no medical conditions or anything else but it makes us all feel unwell and makes a good night sleep near impossible and it’s not even summer yet
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2023.05.30 18:46 the_hashbrownie hypersexuality and friends:

i wish i could have a friend that truly wants me to be around. i know i sound selfish when i say that my friends dont look like they really care about me, but thats what i think. besides, i believe they have other people to talk to anyways and our relationships haven't been the most steady for a while now. I wish i could hug them when i want and have them truly care and be considerate of me. I wish that i had a person who I could talk to without fear of backlash or someone that would take me seriously in my times of need. speaking of times of need, i rarely open up about my personal problems in life anymore because I know that no one will be considerate enough to listen to me. i have a lot of love to give but i just need the right person, and i know that will come with time, but in the present being, im stuck talking to myself and bottling up my emotions. and to add more to my confession, i also wish sometimes i hadn't made my personality this way. im known for the person that's kind of rough and rigid (says my friends) but I DONT WANT TO BE LIKE THAT. I wish i had someone to talk to. I wish I had someone that could comfort me and someone I could comfort. I wish that i could change and go back in time but to if i did that i wouldnt be where i am now. I dont want these days to change, i just NEED someone i know in real life that i could talk to. and it doesn't help that i'm not that approachable, either. i look at the guys and girls that are the same as my age and yet they look so friendly. so nice. so handsome and beautiful yet I CANT BE THAT WAY. my face looks like its always emotionless. it looks lopsided. MANY OF MY FRIENDS HAVE JOKED ABOUT HOW IM UGLY. I take it and i joke about it because theyre the ones who say it first. I roll with the punches, i laugh away at the jokes but they never take a second time to consider to realize if maybe they were idk, TOO HURTFUL? maybe not the time to say that? They say i always looks like im sad. I AM, CANT YOU REALIZE? you talk and talk and talk yet you always never seme to understand or take into consideration how awful it is for me for you to say that. I vent online time and time again yet i know complaining wont do me anything. i hope i can find that person soon but in retrospect i dont think ive got a chance. no one takes me seriously. Im hypersexual because of the fact that I want to feel happy. I want to enjoy life and pleasuring myself can take stress away but coming back to reality after doing so hurts me. Im only 15 and I wish i didnt have these thoughts, yet it hurts me so much in the inside and no one talks to me because im ugly, apparently “unapproachable” and no one to turn to. I can’t approach anyone. it’s too hard for me. I try to say hi and who are you and how are you but my thoughts get ahead of me and I either fumble and mess something up or accidentally make them think im weird or something. I want someone else to approach me, but i know no one will because of what I said earlier. i dont like living like this. i cry every night and fuel my fantasies in my dreams talking to other, considerate people. I hate the fact that this is my life and that this is how itll be for a while. i dont even want this life. Although im not willing to go to lengths of saying I dont want to live, id rather be much comfortable not being in the life I have now. I think i have psi (passive suicidal ideation) but i dont know.
In the end im left unapproachable, cant turn to anyone, having psi, and overall living a shitty life for my part. Thats all.
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2023.05.30 18:46 Nab0t Help me get the maximum speed of my laptop

Hello guys,
I recently bought a new Laptop and I am quite furious about the lacking perfomance boost I wouldve expected. Before I rant about the Laptop (and I could go on for hours I bet) I will just skip that and ask you guys how do I get the maximum perfomance out of my PC?
I read stuff about Bloatware and got myself a bloatwareremover from Github (seemed legit, removed some stuff using said tool). Didnt change a thing I feel like. I checked task manager and there are shitton of tasks running, every task consuming a little bit of perfomance.
So the problems I am experiencing are: Having multiple tabs (even dozens) without interfering with my PC. I had a really shit PC before I bought that Laptop and I NEVER had a similar issue like with the laptop. I have two twitch tabs open (along with other tabs which werent opened yet in the session) and my laptop starts lagging. On my old PC I couldve open even more streams without any issue. Also Reddit posts take a shitton of time to open after scrolling for a while. Legit 5-10 seconds minimum before a post opens or closes. This is all unacceptable for me, specially because my old PC could handle this without an ease (my old PC i5 4. gen, 1050ti,8gb ram)
So my laptop is: MSI Katana GF66 11UG-220. I use Firefox, have windows 10 (bought and installed it seperatly). I dont know what else I could post to help you help me but let me know and I will provide it.
Thanks in advance,
Nabot
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2023.05.30 18:46 Sleepydreamer14 I feel like I beat my anxiety just to slip into depression and I don’t know what to do

I used to struggle really badly with social and generalized anxiety which I am happy to say I have made incredible strides in overcoming. I am able to do things now socially and just in my day to day life that I previously wished I could. I am very proud of myself, I did this with the assistance of medication and I did take a lot of steps out of my comfort zone then that have helped. However, I am not doing very well right now, and my anxiety is not at fault for that.
I just genuinely feel sad and tired of everything. I know I have done everything I could think of but I’m just in a bad situation stuck in a place where I am surrounded with fake people who I cannot relate with, my friends make me feel worthless sometimes and I feel I have so much to prove to everyone but they just can’t see. I am batshit in love with someone I know, the only person I feel connect to, and I have spent the past two years letting myself be completely destroyed by them and all the mixed signals they send me. I’ve done everything I could for them, and they make me feel terrible sometimes, but they’re the only person I love and I can’t get over them because I would feel so void without feeling this connection to someone and I wouldn’t have anyone. I love all the hope it gives me, laying in bed and going through my day daydreaming about being close to them and how good things could be but as time goes on the more of a pipe dream that becomes and it destroys me. I have done everything I can to relate to people around me but for the life of me I can’t. I am watching the smartest, most supportive person in my life slowly losing a battle with a terrible incurable condition, I have to deal with knowing in the back of my mind that my generation is fucked so badly, I have to face the fear everyday that i might never meet my people,even if it’s not true, I have to put on a face for all my colleagues and be a goof so they never see how shitty I feel even though I know they won’t care.
I’m transferring schools next year (thank fuck) and I hope that makes things better, but in the meantime I need to make a change. I don’t want to be lonely and depressed this summer or anymore because I really can’t take it. Sometimesafter a hard day I’ll just sit in bed at night and cry so fucking hard about everything. I was so happy when I was living in hope all the times thinking that all of my small goals would be accomplished by now but I saw their candles be blown out. My big passions are music and working out and they help a lot in the moment, but I can’t be doing them 24/7 time yknow and it doesn’t change all the shit I’ve been through. I don’t have the motivation to do my work,I can’t go to therapy because I have tried before multiple times and I’ve never met the right therapist and it’s exhausting to keep going to people and dumping all of my problems out, and I live in the US so it’s expensive as fuck. please help me, I’ve fought the boss of anxiety but now I’m getting kicked in the balls all over again. I’m not going to end my life, I can’t and I promise my self I never will. But still I’m just living everyday with this waves of sadness crashing into me and I don’t know what to do. It hurts to look at everything I’ve done and think how it seems I’ve gotten nowhere
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2023.05.30 18:46 PhilliumMerh Pimento

One of my favourite lines in the whole show is just Mike saying "pimento cheese". Something about the way it rolls of his tongue.
What really bothers me is when he says "pimento is a cheese". No Mike, pimento is a pepper, and "pimento cheese" is a spread that has cheese in it. I'm supposed to believe that's what he eats all the time and yet he thinks pimento is a cheese?
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2023.05.30 18:46 The_Joker40 Finished the game after 64 hour and at 92%

So I have enjoyed the game immensely. Yet the part that upsets me the most is 80% of the game and missions are all on the upper part and you barley scratch into the lower part of the area. Not to mention by the time you get there most of everything you have been working through has already been completed so it's like why explore more or do anything more. Like can we have more credit for the Merlin trials, the pages we can find, what about some better gear. Like there are so many little hamlets they could have added and unless you specifically go there some you won't visit unless you intentionally do it or if you are lucky some just has simple side quests. Hopefully they add more or extra to do. All the extra space seems very wasted.
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2023.05.30 18:46 Southern_Account_60 My friend knows he is a misogynist and wants to change for better.

As the title says , he knows he is problematic and has changed a little with time . Little things like a woman being friends with a guy and posting a picture was something which irked him and he left his first "situationship" because of this as he was pissed about it but he realised it was wrong . He changed a little . There were other problematic things too, he was a big misogynist ,till 11th grade . Things changed but not all, he holds views that very wrong , wants to change , he knows this is wrong but just saying it is wrong isn't working for him . He grew up in a tier 2 city in India which is wayyv more conservative when comparing tier 1 cities of India .He is not used to seeing women with freedom .He doesn't like extrovert women. There are other things which ofc he did not mention to me . What are the ways he can change ?
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2023.05.30 18:46 AssumptionMammoth931 If you ay survival mode

I'm pretty sure this has been brought up before but wanted to ask anyway.
If you prefer survival mode what was it that made you like it?
For me it's what I think fallout should of been. Need to eat and drink sleep. Worry about sickness. Brutal combat where your not a bullet sponge. Don't get me wrong I miss fast travel lol. But at the same time I've taken different routes seeing parts of the map I would of seen before.
Also are there perks you use now you wouldn't of before?
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2023.05.30 18:46 Sleepydreamer14 I feel like I beat my anxiety just to slip into depression and I don’t know what to do

I used to struggle really badly with social and generalized anxiety which I am happy to say I have made incredible strides in overcoming. I am able to do things now socially and just in my day to day life that I previously wished I could. I am very proud of myself, I did this with the assistance of medication and I did take a lot of steps out of my comfort zone then that have helped. However, I am not doing very well right now, and my anxiety is not at fault for that.
I just genuinely feel sad and tired of everything. I know I have done everything I could think of but I’m just in a bad situation stuck in a place where I am surrounded with fake people who I cannot relate with, my friends make me feel worthless sometimes and I feel I have so much to prove to everyone but they just can’t see. I am batshit in love with someone I know, the only person I feel connect to, and I have spent the past two years letting myself be completely destroyed by them and all the mixed signals they send me. I’ve done everything I could for them, and they make me feel terrible sometimes, but they’re the only person I love and I can’t get over them because I would feel so void without feeling this connection to someone and I wouldn’t have anyone. I love all the hope it gives me, laying in bed and going through my day daydreaming about being close to them and how good things could be but as time goes on the more of a pipe dream that becomes and it destroys me. I have done everything I can to relate to people around me but for the life of me I can’t. I am watching the smartest, most supportive person in my life slowly losing a battle with a terrible incurable condition, I have to deal with knowing in the back of my mind that my generation is fucked so badly, I have to face the fear everyday that i might never meet my people,even if it’s not true, I have to put on a face for all my colleagues and be a goof so they never see how shitty I feel even though I know they won’t care.
I’m transferring schools next year (thank fuck) and I hope that makes things better, but in the meantime I need to make a change. I don’t want to be lonely and depressed this summer or anymore because I really can’t take it. Sometimesafter a hard day I’ll just sit in bed at night and cry so fucking hard about everything. I was so happy when I was living in hope all the times thinking that all of my small goals would be accomplished by now but I saw their candles be blown out. My big passions are music and working out and they help a lot in the moment, but I can’t be doing them 24/7 time yknow and it doesn’t change all the shit I’ve been through. I don’t have the motivation to do my work,I can’t go to therapy because I have tried before multiple times and I’ve never met the right therapist and it’s exhausting to keep going to people and dumping all of my problems out, and I live in the US so it’s expensive as fuck. please help me, I’ve fought the boss of anxiety but now I’m getting kicked in the balls all over again. I’m not going to end my life, I can’t and I promise my self I never will. But still I’m just living everyday with this waves of sadness crashing into me and I don’t know what to do. It hurts to look at everything I’ve done and think how it seems I’ve gotten nowhere
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